A Rose For Love---Gerard Way

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Chapter One:

You looked out the window of the car muttering to yourself about how much you didn't like the fact that you were moving to New Jersey, espicially to a small town that you never heard of before, "Belleville, c'mon mom......why not L.A, New York City......but NO you had to choose a little town called Belleville.". Your mom looked at you, "Liz, sweety, why is that you make a big deal out of everything, huh?". You rolled your eyes in disgust when your mom pulled into your new driveway while your dad, in the moving van, parked next to it. You took a deep breath and got out of the car, looking around and thought that you weren't gonna survive one day. You looked at your dad with a shy expression and walked toward the door. Your dad came up behind you, "Liz, don't worry, you'll be fine here. You'll meet good people, and go to a good school.". You rolled your eyes cautiously and opened the front door. You walked in and had to admit, it was alot better than your home back in Texas. You went upstairs to claim your room, it had a nice view of the neighborhood, It was a little larger than your old room.

You went back downstairs to help your parents with the boxes in the moving van. You grabbed a box and headed to the door when you heard someone trying to get your attention, "Excuse me......", you turned around and noticed a young man coming your way, he had long black hair, golden brown eyes, and was sorta pale. "Hi......I'm Gerard Way, and I noticed you were new to the neighborhood." Gerard stuck out his hand, you just looked at it with the heavy box in your hands. "Oh......hi. I'm Liz.". You smiled at Gerard with a calm smile. Gerard took his hand back and looked at you, "So.....where are you from Liz?" . You laughed for a moment, "I've come from a little town in Texas.". You looked at the ground while you waited for his reply, "Well.....I really hope you like it here. What school are you going to?" You just stood there thinking, trying to remember what high school you were going to attend for the rest of your life, "Umm......oh yeah, Belleville High!". Gerard looked at you smiling, "Wow, me too. If you like, I can take you to the mall with my friends later today!". You bit your lower lip, "Not sure, I'm gonna have to ask my parents first.". Gerard nodded his head. "Oh ok. Well I live next door if you need anything.". You looked at Gerard with a look of relief on your face, "Ok, it was nice to meet you Gerard. I'll let you know if I can go to the mall.". You turned away and went inside with the box that you felt like you had been holding it forever, and put it down in the kitchen.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, your dad came into the kitchen, "I heard your conversation with that boy, he seems ok. And yes, you may go to the mall with him and his friends later today, you need to make friends ASAP!!". You smiled at your dad and went back outside to get another box. The day went by faster than ever, and by the time you sat down to rest, Gerard came back and looked at you, "So......did you talk to your parents?". You glared at him for a moment, "Yeah, I did. They said yes.". You stood up and walked to the front door, "Mom, Dad, I'm leaving for a few hours......HOLD MY CALLS......if I get any!". You grabbed your coat and left with Gerard. You walked with Gerard back to his house, where a small van was parked in his driveway. You noticed 2 other young men were waiting for Gerard and you, "Oh, Liz this is my little brother Mikey, and this is Frank. Guys this is Liz.". You looked at Mikey and Frank closely, "Hi, Mikey, Frank, it's nice to meet you both!". Mikey looked at you, "Hi Liz, it was nice to meet you. I'm guessing you're a senior like Gerard?". You smiled, "Yes, I am. Good guessing!". Mikey tried not to blush.

The 4 of you got into the small van and started to drive away from your home. "So is it just the 4 of us? Or are we going to pick up another round?" You looked at Gerard who was driving, Gerard looked at you, "Um......we have to go pick up the other guys, Ray, Matt, Emily, and Helena." You nodded and looked straight ahead. As soon as the car stopped to pick up the other 4, you had a fear of expresion of fear on your face, Gerard looked at you, "Don't worry, they'll love ya!". You gave him a fake smile, and turned away, you could still feel him looking at you. The doors in the back opened, you looked to see who all was joining the ride to the mall. Then both of the girls looked at you, one of them had long black hair and was also sorta pale, The other girl had long dark brown hair with black streaks, like you, but wasn't as plae as everone eles was, "Hey Gerard, who the hell is this?". You looked staight ahead, trying to not to make any eye contact with anyone in the back, Gerard replied, "Oh, yeah, everyone this is Liz. I wanted to take her to the mall with us. If that's okay with you guys." You looked behind to see what everyone's expession was. You looked at everyone until you caught the eye of one of the girls, she smiled at you, "Gerard, you've probally be-friended a lovely young girl. Hi Liz, I'm Helena!". You smiled back at her, "Well, Helena it was nice to meet you!", you looked at the other girl, "So you must be.........Emily!". Emily smiled, "Yeah.....It's nice to meet you Liz! Helena's right, you are lovely. Oh and these guys are Ray and Matt". Ray smiled at you and stuck his hand out, "Hi Liz.". After shaking Ray's hand and talking to Matt for awhile you arrived at the mall. You got out of the car, Gerard took your hand and smiled.

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Chapter Two:

Walking into the mall, with Gerard still holding on to your hand, you thought that the mall was soon going to be your home away from home. The 8 of you split up and would meet each other at the food court after an hour of non-stop shopping. You and Gerard partnered up and talked about how much you would rather be in New Jersey than in Texas. The hour went by, but the both of you were too busy laughing at each others embarassing moments. Ray ran up behind the both of you, "I know you guys are having fun, but you guys need to get to the food court!". Gerard and you both laughed at started to head to the food court, the both of you sat alone and continued your chatting.

When it was time to go, all of you headed toward the car,you started to head to the back seat until Helena grabbed your wrist, "You....sit in the front with Gerard!". You looked at her for a moment until Gerard grabbed a hold of your other wrist, "C'mon Liz, you're gonna sit in the front with me.", you went to the front seat and sat down, as you headed back to your house, Mikey and Ray got into a fight, "Mikey, it didn't matter......IT WAS A TOASTER STRUDLE!!!!!". You laughed quietly as the fight went on, until finally Ray got out of the car to go home, one final shout from Mikey was blurted out, "You try to take my toaster strudle again.....and I'll kill you!!". Ray stuck the middle finger at Mikey and shut the door. It was just You, Mikey, Frank, and Gerard in the car, Mikey was still muttering about how much he hated Ray for stealing his toaster strudle. Gerard dropped Frank off at his house, and drove into his driveway. Mikey got out still muttering to himself. You started to get out of the car until Gerard grabbed you arm, "Could you stay here, in the car for awhile, you probally don't wanna have to listen to Mikey tell the intire household how much he's mad at Ray.", you got back in the car, shut the door and looked at Gerard.

You both talked for a little while longer, until Gerard started leaning closer to you. Gerard looked into your baby blue eyes, he leaned closer and your lips touched his, he kissed you hard, harder than any guy had done to you. You pushed Gerard back and got out of the car as fast as you could, Gerard got out of the car and grabbed a hold of you, after calming down you sat down on his front porch, telling him how the kiss was a complete surprise to you. After awhile you went home, you walked into the front door seeing your parents on the couch waiting for you. "I'm sorry I was so late, we lost a track of time.". Your parents looked at you, "You're lucky today is Saturday!", you nodded and went to bed. You kept thinking about Gerard, about how he kissed you, you couldn't get him out of your mind.

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Chapter Three:

Waking up the next morning was a snap, you got out of bed, put your black eyeliner and pink/red eye shadow on, quickly put on a black shirt and some dark blue denum jeans, and rushed out the door to Gerard's house. After knocking on his front door for a minute, Mikey opened the door rubbing his eyes under his glasses and looked at you for a moment as if he didn't know who you were, "Oh.....hey Liz! Gerard is still asleep, but you can go jump on his bed so he can wake up if you would like!", laughing for a moment, you walked in, "That would be nice, but you would have to help me, so I could blame you on waking him up!". Mikey and you snuck into Gerard's room quietly, you headed toward his bed slowly, put your hands on the edge of his bed to get on. Then all of a sudden, Gerard grabbed your wrist, you and Mikey both screamed like little girls, you tried to get away but you couldn't get loose, the girp on your wrist was tight, suddenly Gerard grabbed your other wrist and pulled you into his bed with him, you were giggling with Gerard quietly under his sheets. Mikey ran towards the bed, "Don't worry Liz, I'll save you from my blood-sucking vampire of a brother!!". Gerard came out from under the sheets and looked fiercely at his younger brother, Mikey, who looked scared out of his mind, backed away from Gerard's bed, "Ok....you can have her, go suck her blood!". Mikey slowly walked out of Gerard's room closing the door behind him, Gerard got back under the sheets with you, you were laughing hard about what Mikey called Gerard.

Gerard finally got out of bed and got dressed, Mikey, Gerard, and you walked out of the house. You went to go pick up the others and then drive to the mall. After arriving at the mall you all split up like last time, since nobody wanted to take the chance of sitting down and waiting for you and Gerard for an hour, Gerard went with Ray and you went with Helena. Helena and you both talked about your favorite bands and how much you didn't like school, but then Helena brought up Gerard as a subject, "You know, Gerard likes you, and when I say he likes you I mean in a dating relashionship way!". You kept walking, thinking about what Helena said to you about Gerard, you thought to yourself, "Gerard has only known me for a day in a half. How could he just suddenly like me?". You smiled at Helena, "No he doesn't, Gerard is just........trying to make me feel comfortable here.". Helena rolled her eyes, you met everyone eles at the movie theater at the end of the mall, you started to believe Helena, so you stayed by her while Mikey and Ray (who were arguing yet again about Mike's Toaster Strudle that Ray ate) bought the tickets. When you went to claim your seats, Gerard called your name, and motioned you to set by him, Helena looked at you for a moment as you stood there thinking "Should I do it?". You turned to Helena, who was smiling at you, "Well go Liz, sit next to him!", you took a seat next to Gerard and relaxed for a moment, closing your eyes and clearing your thoughts, until you felt someone take your hand, you opened your eyes back up and relized that Gerard was holding your hand, "You weren't gonna fall asleep on us were you?", you laughed for a moment and watched the movie.

After leaving the theater, and heading to the parking lot, Helena and Emily came up behind you, "So....what did you guys talk about?". You stopped at faced both of them, "We didn't talk much, we just watched the movie.....and enjoyed it!". Helena was about to say something, but was rudely interupted by Mikey who yelled your name across the parking lot, you sighed, "We can talk about the issue later, tonight just the 3 of us, at my place!". After agreeing you would talk to Helena and Emily later in the day, you walked over to Mikey. Mikey was STILL arguing with Ray about Mikey's toaster strudel witch was nothing but a trivial topic to you. Mikey put his arm around your shoulder, "Liz, please tell Ray that he needs to stop eating my breakfast!", you laughed for a moment then turned to Ray,"Ray....you need to quit eating Mikey's breakfast, or he'll starve and die, now you wouldn't want that would you? I mena you 2 love to argue about silly things, right?", Ray looked at you for a moment, "Yes, Liz, I'll quit eating his Toaster Strudels for breakfast.". You smiled and walked away, heading towards the van, until everyone noticed that Gerard was nowhere to be found, you couldn't leave without him cause he had the keys to the car, but everyone hoped he would comes soon, it was about to rain. For 3 minutes you all waited by the car, everyone was teasing you about how Gerard was still inside looking for something to buy you before everyone left the mall for the day, until Gerard came out of the mall with something in his hands, it started to rain as he walked out, he unlocked the doors and let everyone in.

Everyone in the back was complaining to Gerard how they didn't want to have to wait for him again, he ignored all the complains, and pulled the car over, "OKAY, ALL YOU ASSHOLES IN THE BACK BETTER LISTEN TO ME!! THE NEXT PERSON WHO COMPLAINS, I'LL KICK OUT OF THE CAR AND THEY'LL WALK HOME IN THE RAIN! Wanna test me with that?". Everyone, especially you were shocked at what Gerard said, not knowing what to do, and not wanting to know what would happen next, you got out of the car and started walking away from the car in the heavy rain. Gerard got out of the car and ran toward you, "Liz....LIZ STOP!!! Look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. C'mon get back in the car before you get a cold, please?". You looked at Gerard, backing away from him and shaking your head. He looked inside his inside opcket in his coat and pulled out a red rose, "This is your rose, your rose of my love!". You walked toward Gerard taking the rose from him, you kissed him softly, and went back into the car. Gerard went back in and pulled the car back out into the street, everyone inthe back was giggling with each other for a moment until Emily and Helena had to open there bugh mouths, "Oooo.....Gerard and Liz, sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G, fist comes love then comes marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage!". You shok your head smiling, thinking how it would turn out for you and Gerard, would you get married, or break apart?

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Chapter Four:

Everyone was silent for the rest of the trip home, the rain has settled down to where it wasn't raining so hard, you and Gerard kept starring at each other and then looked away when the other turned to look at you. You sat there for a moment and turned to the back of the van and looked at Ray and Mikey, "Hey.....you 2 aren't arguing! That's a first.". Everyone laughed calmly for a moment, you turned back to the front and looked at Gerard who was smiling at you. After everyone was gone and the only people left were Mikey, Gerard, and you, Gerard started talking about how you and him would be happy together, and that after the both of you were finished with college youwould get married and live calmly but yet happy. When Gerard parked the car in the driveway, Gerard and Mikey got out of the van, but you sat there, thinking for a moment, Gerard looked at you silently, "You okay?". You looked at him with no expression on your face, he got back in the van and looked at you worried, "I'm Okay, I promise. I'm just thinking......about life.". Looking at Gerard, you weren't sure if he was the one or not, you never had a boyfriend before, and back in Texas, you never wanted a boyfriend, you never wanted to go out on a date, but somehow, with Gerard, it was different. It was like he was watching you with your every step, which you thought was comforting enough for you.

You smiled at Gerard one last time before getting out of the car, you looked out at the sunset, the beautiful sun, it made you feel warm inside, Gerard who stood beside you watching it with you, kissed you on the cheak. You took his hand and looked at your house, and then at Gerard, "Would you like to come in?". Gerard put his arm around you, "I would love to!". You both walked into your home, your parents were in the kitchen, "Liz.....is that you?". You smiled faintly, "Yeah, it's me!". You mom came out of the kitchen covered in flour, you and Gerard just looked at her, "Mom, have you been cooking?". Gerard laughed a little. Your mom looked at Gerard with a very curious and fearful look. "Oh yeah, mom this is Gerard, our neighbor and my best friend.". Your mom grinned, "Well.........Gerard....it's nice to meet you, are you hungry? Dinner is almost ready!”. Gerard nodded his head, “Umm.....gonna have to ask my mom, don’t wanna get them mad.”. Suddenly your dad came downstairs, “LIZ....there you are sweety, how was your day at the mall?”. You rolled your eyes embarrassed by how your dad called you ‘’sweety”,”Umm.....it was great, oh yeah, this is Gerard, he lives next door, he’s also my friend.”. Your dad smiled at Gerard and stuck out his hand, “It’s nice to meet you Gerard!”, Gerard took your dad’s hand and shook it. After Gerard talked to his mom and confirmed that it was okay for him to have dinner at your house, the 4 of you sat down at the table and enjoyed your dinner. Gerard and your dad talked about how cool the special effects in Star Wars was, and you and your mom talked about the latest style in clothes wasn’t so stylish, after desert you all sat on the couch and told embarrassing stories from when they were young kids, you suddenly relized you left the red rose in Gerard’s van, “Oh no....Gerard, can I have the keys to your van, I forgot something!”. Gerard gave you the keys and you headed toward his van.

After unlocking the door, you took out the red rose, you smelt it and took it back to yor house, you threw Gerard his keys back and headed to the kitchen. You found a vase under the sink, put some water in it, and took it up to your room, you came back down as your parents kept chatting with Gerard. After another hour of talking on the couch, Gerard went home, it was 9:00 o’clock, and you almost forgot to set your alarm clock so you wouldn’t be late for school the next day. You took a shower, blow-dried your hair, put your pajamas on and went to bed, you kept wondering how your firt day of school would be, and then you fell asleep.

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Chapter Five:

You woke up the next morning, not wanting to get up and out of bed, but you got out of bed anyway. You took a shower, put on a black and white t-shirt and dark blue denium jeans, your black eyeliner and pink/red eyeshadow, and headed downstairs for breakfast. You went downstairs and could hear voices in the kitchen, you walked to the kitchen and noticed that Gerard and Mikey were enjoying a nice cup of coffee before they left for school. "Since when is it okay to drink MY coffee for breakfast?", Gerard smiled, "Oh there she is......sorry about the coffee your mom offered it to us!". You looked at your mom angerly, then sat down for some eggs. After you noticed Mikey reading the newspaper you tried to get is attention by carefully grabbing the newspaper, Mikey put his hand on top of the paper and looked at you, "Wait your turn Elizabeth!". Gerard looked at Mikey, took his cup of coffee and dumped it on Mikey's head, "Nobody treats my girlfriend like that!!!". You laughed hard while Mikey sat there next to you with coffee all in his hair and some down his shirt.

After breakfast, you grabbed your bag and headed for the van. Your stomich was filled with butterflies, it was your very first day a different school, but you were still confident that you would meet more people, and you knew that Gerard was going to be by your side the intire day. You got in the front seat and threw your bag in the back of the van, it hit Mikey hard on the head, you looked at him with a innocent look, "Oh sorry Mikey, didn't mean it.". Mikey looked at you as if he didn't believe you, then sat down quietly, "First Gerard pours coffee on my, and now I smell like French Vanilla coffee, and then I get hit in the head with a backpack, so I'll probally get a concution!". You rolled your eyes and looked at Gerard who gave you a thumbs up. Gerard backed-up from the driveway and drove away, "So, we're gonna get everyone eles?". Gerard looked at you for a moment, "No, we're gonna go get Frank and Helena. Ray usually takes Emily and Matt to school. Then we meet up with each other at school.". You nodded your head and looked at the window, wondering what would happen on your fist day of school.

Gerard stopped the car and pulled up to Helena's home, Helena walked out the front door, then suddenly, you forgot about the meeting Emily, Helena, and you were supposed to have last night. Helena got in the car and looked at you, "If your wondering about last night's meeting, don't worry it was "canceled".", you were relieved that she wasn't mad at you. After picking up Frank, the 5 of you silently enjoyed the ride to Belleville High. Gerard took a right and drove in the parking lot, "Liz, welcome to Belleville High!". You looked at Gerard and laughed in disbelief, "THAT'S Belleville High?? Looks more like a university than a high school if you ask me!!". Helena and Mikey laughed after hearing what you said, Mikey got out of his seat and looked at you, That's because is WAS a university at one time.They made a new one and then turned this one into a high school, there was only one high school at the time, imagine fitting 120,000 kids into one small high school?". You grabbed your backpack from the back of the van and got out of tha car, Ray, Emily, and Matt all headed towards you, "What the hell took you guys so long, huh?". You walked away with Helena and Emily and started chatting about how you and Gerard were finally going out, then they took you to the office to sign some papers. After finishing everything, and becoming an "official student", you looked at your schedual that they gave you and headed to your first class.

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Chapter Six:

Helena helped you find your first class, but then relized that you had the same class with half of the crew, so while walking to your first class with Helena, which was science, you both talked to each other, Helena, who was still trying to get information out of you about you and Gerard, kept asking questions about the both of you going out. Helena and you walked into the classroom, the teacher, Mrs. Kennings, looked at you strange. You looked at Helena, then back at the teacher, you gave Mrs. Kennings your schedual and tried to smile, "Ahhh. yes Ms.....Boyd, take a seat by Ray. Ray raise your hand." You already knew who Ray was, so you rushed to your seat next to Ray. After science and 3 other classes, you all went to lunch, you didn't know where everyone eles sat so you circled the cafeteria twice until you saw Helena and Gerard motion for you, after rushing to a seat next to Helena and Emily, but were told that you were assigned to sit next to Gerard, since you were his girlfriend.

You all sat and talked all lunch period. You were talking with Mikey about Oasis, and other rock bands,while after awhile,Gerard sat back and enjoyed you arguing with Mikey about how much Oasis was better than The Smashing Pumpkins. Gerard took your hand and smiled even more, after lunch and everyone scattered to different classes, you and Helena looked for your 6th period class. Helena, surprisingly, was the only person you knew in your 6th period class, but after the rest of the day was okay, you were pretty quiet and shy around everyone eles, but during your last period class, the only class you had alone, a girl named Oliva and her friend Sarah, sat next to you and tried to get you to talk about something with her since they was as bored as you. After school, you went searching for your locker, after searching for your locker for 5 minutes straight, you found the hallway it was in, and the intire crew at your locker looking worried. You walked to your locker trying to have them notice you, but they soon did, "Oh Liz, baby, there you are!! We were scared out of our minds.", Gerard said with a look of relief on his face, you opened your locker, got your backpack and the books you needed to take home, then left with the crew. Gerard held your hand tight, you could tell that he really was scared out of his mind,you threw your bag in the back of the van again, then found out you hit Mikey in the head with it, again, you laughed because of what Mikey and Gerard told each other after you hit Mikey in the head. You looked at Gerard after the 3 minute argument, "You guys keep this up, and I'm gonna have to leave ya!". Everyone in the back laughed hard for a moment, then Gerard started the car and drove away from the school.

Everyone was silent for a moment until you looked at Gerard, "Baby, you know I was kidding, right?", Gerard looked at you and smiled, "Yeah.....I know!". You took Gerard's hand, and looked at him for a moment, "So, were are we going now, Home....or the mall?". All at once everyone said, "The mall....". You nodded then laughed cause of how everyone said it. After Gerard parked the car in the mall parking lot and then waited for Ray to show up with everyone eles, everyone went into the mall. You took Gerard's hand as soon as you entered the mall, after splitting up again, you and Gerard walked the hallways of the mall, Geard noticed you were being rather quiet than usual, "So....how was your day?", You looked at Gerard for a moment, "Oh....it was fine.". Gerard took your hand and looked at you hard, "That's good.....anything exciting happen?", then you stopped, and looked at him, "Umm......yeah, sorta. These 2 girls Oliva and Sarah tried to talk to me.". Gerard started to walk again, with his hand still locked in yours. You looked at him smiling, "Do you know those girls?", Gerard looked at you and nodded, "Yeah, But you need to promise me you won't hang out with them, don't talk to them. They seem nice at first, but then they're pure evil, those 2 are apart of the "popular" cliche.". You nodded, "I promise I won't hang out with them.". Gerard smiled at you, "Good!!". You rested your head on Gerard's shoulder while he put his arm around you. After a few hours, everyone headed towards the cars and then went home. Everyone was quiet and tired, you looked out the window as it started to rain softly on the van, soon after everyone was dropped off, and Mikey went into the house, Gerard and you stayed in the van listening to the rain for awhile until you relized the time, your parents were going to kill you already for being home later than 5:00. You went inside knowing that your parents were going to be waiting for you in the living room, and they were, but they went easy on you because you were with your friends. You went up to your room, changed into your pajamas and fell asleep.

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Chapter Seven:

As you slept, you has nothing but nightmares. Nightmares about the strangest things, you woke up with sweat running down our check. You looked at your window, after staring at your window for a moment, you noticed that it was opened. You didn't remember opening it in the first place, so you got out of bed, went to the window, and closed it. You turned around to find Gerard infront of you, you gasped, "What are you doing here?!?!?!". You couldn't see him clearly in your dark room, so you searched for his face. You felt Gerard take your hand and kissing it softly, you looked into darkness, wanting to see his face, you walked away trying to find your nightstand to turn on your lamp. After you found your lamp and turned it on, Gerard was still by your window, he looked at you as if he was waiting for you to say something, you sat on your bed and looked at him cauciously. Gerard stumbled to your bed and sat next to you, you figured that something was wrong, "Gerard....c'mon tell me what's going on?", Gerard looked at you and smiled in a way that gave your a chill down your spine, "Liz......you know that I wouldn't pressure you to do anything that you wouldn't want to do......bu--......but.....", you smelt alcohol in his breath, so you stood up from your bed and backed away. Gerard followed you, "Liz....come here.....I'm not gonna hurt you baby!!". You shook your head fiercely and suddenly backed into a wall, you knew that out of all of it, something bad was bound to happen. You put your hands infront of you to motion Gerard to stop where he was, but he kept coming towards you.

He took your wrists, a tear came down you check from the fear, he thrashed your wrists against the walls, "Liz.....I love you......you know what don't you??". You nodded your head while you cried quietly, Gerard picked you up and carried you to the bed, He layed you down and got on top of you. You closed your eyes wishing, hoping it was just another nightmare, but it wasn't you could fell him touching you, breathing on you, you felt his alcohol breath on your chest, you knew his plan, you knew that once he woke up the morning, he wouldn't remember what happened, he would regret what he had done. You loved Gerard, so you did the only thing you could do, you threw him off your bed, "Gerard.....no......leave NOW!!!", Gerard got up and got on top of you again, he stuck his hand up your shirt as he kissed you. You pushed him off again, took his shirt, opened the window, picked him up, and told him to leave, "Get out of here......before I kill you Gerard!!!". Gerard looked at you and sighed, "No goodnight kiss then??". You looked at him angerly, "You already did.....and alot more than your deserved. SO LEAVE....NOW!!!". Gerard went out your window and went home, you closed the window and locked it, you went back to bed and turned out the light, you just thought for a moment, you didn't know what to think, so you fell asleep in your thoughts.

You woke up the next morning, you looked at your window, it was closed and locked, you got up took your shower and put your makeup on put a black mini-dress that came down to your knees with black hooker boots which came to your knees as well. You rushed downstairs, to notice that Mikey and Gerard were in the kitchen, like yesterday, you didn't say anything, you didn't make eye contact with Gerard you took a seat next to Mikey and chugged down a cup of coffee. Gerard looked at you, "Liz.....we need to talk, like now!!". You probally knew what he was going to talk about, so you went up to your room with Gerard and sat down on your bed. You looked at the ground and sighed. Gerard sat next to you, you looked him in the eyes, "So.....what's up??". You sounded as if something was wrong, Gerard looked you closely in your saddened eyes, "I did something to you last night.......didn't I?!?", you didn't wanna lie to him, you looked at the floor and nodded. Gerard came closer to you and held you close, "Liz.....I would like to know what I did.......please??". You looked him in the eye and began to cry, you got off your bed and headed towards the window. Gerard rushed to your side and held you close again, "Liz....baby....sweetheart.....tell me.....what did I do to you last night?". You looked at him, "You tried to.......well more like pressured to me to have.....the "s" word.". Gerard bit his lower lip, "The "s" word?? What would the "s" word be?". You layed your head on his shoulder, "Sex.....". Gerard held you tight, you looked at him, "Hey.....don't worry, I smacked you around, I told you leave, I'm okay." Gerard took you by the shoulders, "No.......YOU'RE NOT OKAY!!! I hurt you, I'm guilty for touching you. I......I--I can't forgive myself.". You put your arms around him, "Don't beat yourself up over this okay?? I still love you, Okay??".

Gerard nodded and the both of you went back downstairs, the 3 of you went to the van, you got in and carefully put your backpack behind your seat, Mikey looked at you, "First no coffee is spilled on me, and now I'm not getting hit in the head with your bag.....what's going on??". You looked at Mikay and smiled, "Nothing......we just wanna take it easy today.". Mikey nodded, after picking up Frank and Helena, Gerard drove to school, everyone noticed that you and Gerard weren't talking, nobody knew what happened, and you were gald they didn't.

[gerardluver13]

Chapter Eight:

You got out of the car and walked with Helena and Emily, you were silent and just listened to the conversation, until Gerard grabbed your arm and dragged you away. He held you softly and kissed you on the forehead, "Liz.....baby....I'm sorry for what happend okay?? I promise it won't happen again.". You looked at him and smiled, "I told you, don't worry, I'm okay, you didn't throw me across the room, you didn't throw me on my bed, you DID grab my wrists though! But other than that I'm okay, I'll see you in class okay?". Gerard let you go, "Have fun......doing whatever you girls do before class!", you laughed and walked back with the girls. Emily looked at you, "What was up with you and Gerard? You guys acted like something went wrong.". You looked at Emily and gave her a smerk, "Don't worry about us, we're just fine!!". Helena and Emily looked at each other and laughed, "Yeah......fine.....". You rolled your eyes as you walked into the large building. The 3 of you wanted to be early for class, so you headed for Mrs. Kennings, she was surprised that the 3 of you wanted to be in her class before school started. When the bell rang for 1st period you just sat there talking ot one another about rediculous things, you kept quiet and just laughed when Emily and Helena did, class started and you actually payed attention until Ray passed you a note. You didn't read at first, you waited for a few minutes before reading it, you opened the note, "Gerard told me what happend......", you looked at Ray and gave him the note back with no reply. He wrote something eles and gave it back to you, "Don't worry......I won't tell anyone!", you looked at him and muttered, "You better not!!".

After class was over, you ran out of class in a rush to your next class. Helena and Emily were running after you, "LIZ......wait up!!". You slowed down so Helena and Emily could catch up with you, Helena looked at you worried, "Liz......what happend, Ray gave you a note and you just freaked out.....what was it about?". You stopped and turned around to find Gerard, after you found him, you ran to him. Gerard put his arm around you, "Hey you.......what's up??". You grabbed his wrist, "We need to talk......NOW!!!", Gerard had fear in his eyes, he looked at you, "What's up with you, huh??", you looked at him, tears ready to come down your cheak, you held him close, "I'm just freaking out, you told Ray.....and I know Ray, he can't keep a secret for more than 30 minutes.......". Gerard pushed the hair in your face to the side and wiped the tears that were coming down your cheak, "Ray knew something happend, he wouldn't leave me alone about it, he said that he wouldn't tell anyone, and if he did, I could kill him.". You gave him a quick smile, "Yeah, that's nice.....just promise me you won't tell anyone eles, this is between you and me, not Ray, not your brother, US!!!". Gerard kissed you on the cheak and took your hand and started to walk to class with you, "I promise.....".

The both of you walked in silence to class, when everyone went to lunch Gerard and you were still silent. Nobody seemed to notice that the both of you were silent, after lunch everyone went to class, you were feeling really dizzy, but you shrugged it off, you thought you were fine, you just didn't wanna be, until you found yourself on the floor of the hallway. Ray and Mikey found you on the floor and carried you to the nurses office. You just layed there watching the ceiling, you looked at the nurse, "Is there something wrong with me?", the nurse looked at you, "You have a slight tempature, you fell on your back while you were going to class because you were dizzy, so yes, there is something wrong with you, and YOU ARE going home.". You smiled and closed your eyes for a moment, you looked at the door and saw Gerard walk in, you didn't bother sit up, you didn't feel like it, Gerard looked at the nurse, "Mrs. Lloyd, I'm here....", you rolled your eyes knowing what he meant, the nurse looked at Gerard and smiled, "Oh there you are...", then she looked at you, "Here's your ride home Ms. Boyd, I called your parents they said they would see you there.". You got up and walked towards the door, you felt dizzy again so you held onto Gerard. Gerard got you to the car, he had your back pack on his shoulder, he put it behind your seat and looked at you, "You don't look so good....", you looked at him, "I don't feel good either!!". You turned away and closed your eyes, you didn't even know you passed out until you woke up on your bed surprising feeling better, you looked at your side and found Gerard fast asleep, you got out of bed trying not to disturb Gerard and went downstairs. Both of your parents were in the kitchen, you sat down and yawned for a moment, your mother looked at you, "How are you feeling??", you looked at your mom, "Actually alot better, but the weird thing is.....I found a young man sleeping by my side.''. Gerard came downstairs and looked at the 3 of you, "Well.......look whoes back from the dead!!!". You looked at Gerard and smiled, Gerard looked at his watch, "Oh NO......I better get home, I'll see ya.", Gerard walked over to you and kissed your forehead, "I hope you feel better babe!", you looked at him and smiled. After Gerard left your dad looked at your weird, "Babe?", you looked around, "Oh yeah.....I forgot to tell you, we're....umm.....going...out?". You parents looked at each other then back at you, "Okay....". You went back upstairs to your room, you brushed your hair and sat on your bed thinking.

[JaiJai]

This fan fic is awsum please more!!!!

[rindy]

just after reading the first 2 chapters of this story i was engrosed but was unable to finish reading it ill be sure to finish it i felt as though it was me meeting Gerard Way i wish i was but the story made my heart pump when you were getting kissed great story and i wished i had an imagination like you

[gerardfreak]

THIS IS AWESOME!! please write more.